Mar. 8th, 2007

batsu maru.

Mar. 8th, 2007 11:17 am
wickedcherub: (frustration)
✘ these past two weeks I've been fairly miserable without knowing why. Things just don't feel right or settled in my brain and it translates to me not being able to concentrate and being anxious. I don't actually know why I'm sad so I can't go about fixing it which annoys me to no end.

✔ so as per normal, I set out to cheer myself up with band-aid fixes, consuming copious amounts of cookie dough icecream, chocolate, swiss cheese, sushi, cake and umm.. tacos. And McDonalds. My car now smells like McDonalds and I spent all yesterday airing it out.

✘ but that just made it worse because I've gained 4Kg these past two months alone and I really shouldn't have been eating all that stuff.

✔ so I bought a cute top. :D

✘ but it put a hole in my weekly savings and I have to be saving.

✔ I've also tried to go out a bit, be social, catch up with friends I haven't spoken to in a while, do things that normal people do

✘ but a lot of my coffee/lunch dates fell through due to life, work etc, and if you've been here any length of time, you know what going out with large numbers of people can make me feel.

✔ I watched episodes 141-142 again. Wonderful-wonderful-wonderful days! I tried to start a Prince of Tennis love-in.

✘ People joined in which made me happy, but it was totally overshadowed by how shit and lethargic everyone was feeling, especially after the Honesty Meme.

And I'm here now, with my scorecard ending on a bad thing.

I don't know what to do? I think this feeling will pass, and I'm impatient to have it pass already. Unless I can work out just what is wrong and fix it. There is also a pimple at the end of my nose. :\

I wish I had something interesting to say! But I just feel sad.

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