good things
Jan. 7th, 2014 04:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wickedcherub- Adam and I had a big giant talk last night about Life and Everything, which was good because we tend to not want to burden each other with our own problems but Adam was all 'when did we forget that we were a TEAM?'. I laid all my neuroses on the table and he laid all of his, and it was good. I'm still stressed about finding a job, because I've never had people rely on me before, and I hate my resume so much.. like I'm *ashamed* of it or something, but that brings me back to the root of all my problems and that I'm constantly sort of ashamed of myself so I'm just going to beat it into submission, send it out to a million people and deal with the rejection BECAUSE I AM A GROWN UP
- Adam's quite nervous about doing university, because he doesn't like change, but I think once he's in it, he'll be a brand new person. We've decided he's going to work part time, and look after the kids part time (the boys will go into day care part time) and that will give him brain space to do at least first year university, then the following years the boys will be at school/kinder which gives him even more time. His old factory job is willing to take him back, which he loved. He was never happier than that job, it just paid a miniscule amount of money, so that will be so nice for him. Toby has also grown out of his baby stage, so Adam is SO LOOKING FORWARD to bonding with his two little boys, and he won't be a full time Stay at Home Dad so he won't go mad :D. SO HOPEFULLY HE GETS ACCEPTED
- Part of my brain is still worried about how I'm going to explain it all to my mother, which is ridiculous because IT DOESN'T MATTER, LIKE WTF BRAIN, but I have a psych appointment this week so hopefully I'll be able to beat my brain into submission too.
- I caught Toby hammering with a toy hammer saying 'bang bang' today, and he was flying his X-Wing fighter around saying 'zoom zoom' and he's started to join in our dancing, so I'm glad Toby's finally decided he's not a baby anymore. I feel like he dragged it out a bit.
- People seem to be tentatively happy with the new episode of Teen Wolf, so that's pretty exciting
- I have zero laundry - it's all clean and folded and put away!
- Adam's quite nervous about doing university, because he doesn't like change, but I think once he's in it, he'll be a brand new person. We've decided he's going to work part time, and look after the kids part time (the boys will go into day care part time) and that will give him brain space to do at least first year university, then the following years the boys will be at school/kinder which gives him even more time. His old factory job is willing to take him back, which he loved. He was never happier than that job, it just paid a miniscule amount of money, so that will be so nice for him. Toby has also grown out of his baby stage, so Adam is SO LOOKING FORWARD to bonding with his two little boys, and he won't be a full time Stay at Home Dad so he won't go mad :D. SO HOPEFULLY HE GETS ACCEPTED
- Part of my brain is still worried about how I'm going to explain it all to my mother, which is ridiculous because IT DOESN'T MATTER, LIKE WTF BRAIN, but I have a psych appointment this week so hopefully I'll be able to beat my brain into submission too.
- I caught Toby hammering with a toy hammer saying 'bang bang' today, and he was flying his X-Wing fighter around saying 'zoom zoom' and he's started to join in our dancing, so I'm glad Toby's finally decided he's not a baby anymore. I feel like he dragged it out a bit.
- People seem to be tentatively happy with the new episode of Teen Wolf, so that's pretty exciting
- I have zero laundry - it's all clean and folded and put away!
